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I haven’t hurt like this in a long time. I need to make this feeling go away. I need only...

Thu, 16 May 2013 22:40:34 -0400

I haven’t hurt like this in a long time. I need to make this feeling go away. I need only positive people in my life and to remove anyone who makes me feel bad about myself. How do you do that when the one person you need to leave is the only person who wants to stay?

drowning-on-dryland: Violet, in the beginning everyone’s there....

Mon, 13 May 2013 22:42:14 -0400

drowning-on-dryland:

Violet, in the beginning everyone’s there. But people forget. You know, life goes on; or it goes on for everyone else even if it’s not going on for you.

atticussfinch: this was my final test in art today i’m glad...

Mon, 13 May 2013 22:01:06 -0400

atticussfinch:

this was my final test in art today

i’m glad students aren’t the only ones who give up at the end of the year

JESUS CHrist,

Holy fuck, American education at its finest.

I just want to be okay.

Sat, 04 May 2013 23:21:31 -0400

I just want to be okay.

For a minute I just forgot how old I was.

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 20:06:11 -0400

For a minute I just forgot how old I was.

I’ve been super sad lately, and incredibly stressed. I can’t seem to get it together and...

Sun, 13 Jan 2013 20:57:56 -0500

I’ve been super sad lately, and incredibly stressed. I can’t seem to get it together and keep it that way. I’m hurting and I don’t know why. That may be the worst part. I have so many feelings and I don’t know how to explain them because no single thing has happened for me to feel the way I do. So I jut keep it inside and ignore it and pretend everything is great. I know I’m falling apart but frankly I don’t care right now. I know I should. I should use my resources and call my sponsor and work through it but I’m just too tired to fight. I’m way too tired right now.

Demi and I have another matching tattoo. We’re best...

Sun, 23 Dec 2012 11:21:25 -0500

Demi and I have another matching tattoo. We’re best friends.

Stay strong, babies. Today can be hard for everyone. Just...

Thu, 22 Nov 2012 17:38:55 -0500

Stay strong, babies. Today can be hard for everyone. Just remember that you are stronger than your addictions and can make it through. P.S. this is my new tattoo. :)

subtlechaos: HAHAhaha

Sat, 17 Nov 2012 23:59:05 -0500

subtlechaos:

HAHAhaha

My dash is filled with Demi Lovato and cats. Because it reflects my real life.

Sat, 17 Nov 2012 23:51:30 -0500

My dash is filled with Demi Lovato and cats. Because it reflects my real life.

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Sun, 11 Nov 2012 09:38:56 -0500

I will love this song forever. I want this to be my life.

Fri, 09 Nov 2012 23:55:22 -0500

I will love this song forever. I want this to be my life.

I’ve had a constant knot in my stomach this week. I haven’t been able to eat or sleep in...

Fri, 09 Nov 2012 23:29:25 -0500

I’ve had a constant knot in my stomach this week. I haven’t been able to eat or sleep in days. I feel like crying 90% of the time. The rest of the time I’m just a bitch. I yelled at the pharmacist at Rite Aid tonight for nothing that was in her control. I fucking hate winter.

I didn’t see daylight at all on Thursday. I worked from 8-5 and forgot to take a lunch break. Don’t get me wrong, I love my job, but it was so strange it being dark both when I got there and when I left.

I’m just so sad.

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Sun, 14 Oct 2012 17:48:27 -0400

I watched the 2-year-old sister of one of my students stand in front of the mirror today and say,...

Sat, 13 Oct 2012 23:02:35 -0400

I watched the 2-year-old sister of one of my students stand in front of the mirror today and say, “I have a fat belly. I don’t like it.” Pulled her shirt down and away from her tummy and hunched over.

TWO YEARS OLD. Fuck.

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Sat, 13 Oct 2012 01:06:06 -0400

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Sat, 13 Oct 2012 01:05:35 -0400

prettylittlefuckerss: s04e20

Sat, 13 Oct 2012 01:05:22 -0400

prettylittlefuckerss:

s04e20

shewritesloveonherarms26: In the beginning everyone’s there....

Sat, 13 Oct 2012 01:04:09 -0400

shewritesloveonherarms26:

In the beginning everyone’s there. But people forget and life goes on. Or it goes on for everyone else even if its not going on for you.”

mcgoats: oh my god

Thu, 11 Oct 2012 23:40:58 -0400

mcgoats:

oh my god